Daily updates. She grew up on a lie, was ripped away from her home, and put into a malicious system that shattered her identity. The god of mischief sat by the fire, drinking his earl grey tea, reading a book, and not paying any attention to the advances of the billionaire. His voice was only a whisper as he choked on his tears. Your arms were leaning on the middle rail of the railing and your chin was resting on your arms. It gave you peace. It looked like Captain America wasnt going to get that early night he was hoping for. Your hand reached out to grab the little girls, her hand brushed against your fingertips but it was already too late. Pairing: Bucky x Reader Summary: (AU) Set in New York. You closed your eyes for a moment too long and by the time dinner was over you were stumbling down the hallways trying to keep yourself awake. Bucky carried you home, taking you to the compound to get your shoulder checked. You shook off the thought. ! Bucky snapped, his eyes narrowing as he looked at you. Like you said, you cant even remember the last time someone got you flowers. He was close to the little girls age and clung onto his mothers arm, but he also had a hand squeezing his little sisters. You remained silent, only giving them a small emotionless shrug. My hiatus is over, I'm gonna try to write . When he finally reveals the truth behind his behavior, you're left feeling . Request: None! "Come on," you turned to Steve, trying to ignore Bucky's poor attempts at trying to hide the tension in his muscles - he wasn't wearing a shirt, just the sweatpants he wore to bed - and smiled wryly. Your car breaks down in the middle of nowhere in the dead of winter. Well now you do, and I thought you might like something to brighten your day.. You felt he was better off, that he should refocus his love somewhere else on someone who deserved it. Buckys features were twisted in agony, his face scrunched up and sopping wet as he cried out a groan pulling you to safety and yanking you into his arms. Your bangs were sticking up from behind the headband. So, I assume youre getting ready to leave, arent you? You nodded. Sorry if I misspelled something. Glitter erupted from the blown off head and the rest of his body started to deflate back into the staircase going up. His hands were on your side, and you didn't know what he wanted until he was pulling you up. Steve laughed, his chest rumbling as a genuine laugh escaped the Captain. So I made it to where the reader failed a mission and an innocent person was killed so the readers blaming themselves for it. That doesnt sound bad? Steve sat on the edge of the bed, watching Bucky pace with his hands rubbing down his face, tears soaking his palms. Although Bucky hung out with them as much as Steve sometimes he still felt out of the loop or on the outside. You did the best you could.. Was it a big deal to get something to drink in the middle of the night? I have a great idea! You pointed one finger at him and grinned widely, ignoring the pain that shot throughout your whole body when you moved. You closed your eyes for a few seconds longer, before you opened them slowly and flashed a bright, happy grin at Tony. You refused him because you knew that he was having a fight with Pepper and only wanted to make her jealous, but also because you had an eye for someone else. A part of him hoping you would ask for something. You squealed, you bent downwards and stuck your butt out for a split second before jumping back up into a proper standing position and laughed. Warning: depression, suicide attempt, angst, crying, hurt/comfort. What will happen as the relationship evolves and new challenges arise above and beyond the fact that it's forbidden? His idea disgusted you in every sense and you begged him to never implement the mission. "Woah there have a little eggnog with your rum." If looks could kill. Request: Hello :) Can you please do a Bucky Barnes imagine where the reader has a nightmare and the avengers try to calm her down but she refuses their help and begs for Bucky since he's the only one to make her feel calm/safe? "That's fine." Sam conceded. That wasnt what had started the argument between you though. This would be the time you successfully ended it. Normally most of the Avengers were up late but the ones who were sleeping at the Avengers tower that night, were all out cold before eleven. Get what to stop? he asked as he inched closer, hoping to keep you talking until he could grab you back to safety. You were in a haze of dread, a zombie walking through the halls filled with shame and pain. I have new stuff now, and a nice apartment right in the middle of Boston. You smiled kindly. It chilled your cheeks and ran goosebumps down your neck. Really? Shes nice, I mean shes got a huge heart. Why are they doing this, why wont they help us? The boy yelled over the crashes and explosions. Natasha was watching one of her favorite shows season premiere, one you had already seen the night before. You watched Netflix in the theater room until dinner, you watched mostly sad movies which caused worry for your friends. Today was the day that you would pester to no extent, and it all started at precisely 5:00am. Throw in a few superheroes and the idea of normality fully disappears. Oh, them. Tony rolled his eyes painfully slow and you laughed lightly. He's got the looks, charm, and high hockey player status. Do you need anything? I could hide your body where nobody will find it. You always had to climb on top of the counter to get cups, whereas people like Tony, Steve and Bucky only had to simply lift an arm. His hold on you tightened for a moment and even though it hurt, you didnt react. This time though, you don't exactly fault him. The sequel to my other cringey work, You, Me, and the Secrets We Keep. Flowers? He couldnt pretend to be rude to you, a huge grin spread across his features and he looked back down at the flowers in amazement. Here's a one shot for all of you! Im not even going to resist. Bucky laughed, going back to his game and Nat went back to her show, a smirk clear on her lips. Aft You're a freak, a man made freak. Since the tower was silent and you were pretty sure everyone was asleep, you built up the courage to run out of your room to get something to drink. "Why Y/N? ! Bucky yelled through the halls of the Avengers compound. I told you, I want to be your target practice. You jumped a little and for a split second you were walking right beside him but your shorter legs werent able to keep up with his for much longer. You paced nervously as you waited for him to announce that he was going to force you to go on a couples mission with Bucky. The ding of the door opening and the soft bang of it closing echoed inside Tonys head, the trail of your sweet perfume was still left lingering in the air. You knew that Bucky was somehow going to screw up the single largest and most pressing mission you had ever been assigned and only because Steve wanted to prove a point. You wanted to prove to everyone that you werent who you used to be. Youd watch TV or play a game, sometimes you would just find an excuse to hang around the gym while he would work out. This is heavily influenced by my personal experience, ya know, except having someone who cares lmao. You lost everything. He certainly didnt want to see any ofthat,so he ran before any more clothes could be carelessly discarded to the side. You loved him, and because you loved him, you wanted him to be happy. Such wide vocabulary for a surgeon, babygirl., Correction; surgeon in the making. You let go of Steve and took a step back, you clasped your hands under your chin and flashed an excited grin up at the man. It would still hurt, it would always hurt. I'll do better; I'll be more agreeable!" It was no use though. He wrapped his arms around your waist and you shivered against the cold metal on your skin, your own hands raking up his chest to curl around the collar of his shirt, pulling him closer. His cheekiness, of course had made a comeback. You tilted your head slightly and took a small step back, a sound escaped the thing hiding in the darkness and you took another step back. I cant tell you the last time someone bought me flow- He stopped halfway through and looked up from the flowers in his hands and above your head for a brief second. You had tried to end it before, to be rid of this life, but it only blew up in your face. Youre doing the perfect Fall bucket list and Im going to assist you, Im like the Fall Queen.. Was it a big deal for you to run out of your room without an ounce of makeup on and risking someone seeing you? You winced when your lower back made contact with the wood, but willed yourself not to look away, keeping your eyes on his. Is that so he mused smugly, arching an eyebrow. Brown eyes, shes short too, Barnes is like a foot taller than she is. Tony shrugged, taking a gulp of his coffee and leaning back in his seat. Read to find out more! You had admitted to yourself that it was a low blow yet it triggered him to make an equally nasty comment about your fighting technique which lit your mind afire with anger. Im happy, though. Bucky was wrong. Three minutes passed and you were singing a completely different genre of song. For some reason, he took it as the end to the conversation and moved to go around you. The dark circles under his eyes suggested that he was woken up in the middle of the night when Steve got home for whatever mission he had cleared up, but the smile on his face showed that he didnt mind one bit. You were woken up by a faint conversation drifting from the floor below, interrupting your pleasant dream. Nothing in your life had ever reassured you that you were worthy of that type of love, that your life meant enough to accept it. You whimpered in pain as he marched back over to you, you spat out a small amount of blood, your hand clutched your chest wh, New York, 2016 Outside the Raft, after your escape Your hair was pulled into a ponytail, baby hairs lining your neck and forehead. So you couldnt really be upset with him. No. When you frowned he hurried to add, I dontwantto hurt you, [y/n], but I cant always control it. Help us! I dont know, hahah, youll understand it when you read it I guess. Bucky can be such a fathead sometimes. You flavored your water by putting cucumbers in your drink, it tasted good and it detoxes your body. Why has she been sleeping in weird places? Bucky talked quietly, not wanting to wake you up. The innocent man had hoped that the two of you would kiss for a while and then spend the rest of the night cuddling in each others arms. Camellia is trying to move on. It was already lunchtime. Summary: You get injured on a mission with Bucky, and he has to stitch you up, which leads to cuddling, and the two of you confessing your love for one another. "You're not going to move your seat up are you?" Sam asked. People were saying you went to the west coast, or even out of the country, but no, youve just been hanging in Boston for two years., You hummed and shrugged your shoulders effortlessly, your lips twitching slightly. Anyway, happy reading! So you sent Bucky one last text, one last reassurance of your love for him before disappearing. You could not believe that Steve was actually going to find a mission to make you act like a couple with Bucky. A/N: This isnt very good, theres no real plot here, I was just really down today and needed an outlet. When you open the door however, Bucky's interest in the visit suddenly sharpens. The stress caused painful headaches and anxiety. You spilled milk in my cereal. You stared down at your cereal that the milk was still pouring into. May 23, 2022 / by / in andrew strominger wifeandrew strominger wife Lets go to breakfast! She kept her mouth shut all though she knew that the couple was a possibility even if you refused to admit it. My name is Y/n. You took a step back and brought his hand with you, allowing the arms-length between the two of you. You raised your arms and loosened his hold, taking his hands in yours and lacing your fingers together. Uh, nothing odd here. So, spill it, Capn.. You thought it was fucking awesome that the dude had a metal arm. For few seconds you remained silent, but then giggled and agreed. So you swung your legs over the edge of the bed and yawned, stretching your arms above your head like you were trying to touch the ceiling. Bucky shuffled out of the elevator and watched you with a careful eye, his heart was hammering in his chest and his whole body felt tingly. Nope, thats my reality.. Some might even say you two fell in love the first time you met. Because thats the way it was supposed to be. buckybarnes, steverog. You merely blinked, unable to conjure even a simple, "What the fuck?" He was glad for Bucky. New York city at night always seemed to calm you. You really do, that's why you get to call him your boyfriend. Summary: Bucky cheated - he thought it was a good idea. Your throat ran dry but you forced a confident smile on your face. You could still see his small hand under all the debris, his little sister screaming as she watched and sobbing uncontrollably. You thought about kissing Bucky before. Your hate for Bucky never seemed to lessen as you spent more time with him. What if HYDRA found him? Tony hardly said a word and only motioned for Bucky to follow him. Luckily, the only other person awake at this hour is your neighbor, and hes more than willing to help you. Steve hoped that this would change how he felt about his fellow soldier. I wasnt able to understand that with you guys, the Avengers, but with these people, I was able to understand all that he said to me. He was out of his room, down the hall, and opening your door . And as you lay bleeding in his arms, bleeding because you chose to save him after having already risked your life to save Sharon, he realized that he loved you. Ive been to many places over two years, Ive met many people and done many things. She nodded for you to go on. Characters: Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, Reader, Tony Stark, Wanda Maximoff, Sam Wilson, Natasha Romanoff, Bruce Banner, Peter Parker, Clint Barton, FRIDAY, Nick Fury. How Why would you hurt me?. All the fun things people do in Fall. Natasha explained, her eyes flicking over to you for a brief moment, seeings you hesitating in continuing your nails. He can have any girl he wants, except you. Before Steve could even speak, you jumped on the heels of your feet and threw your hands wildly in the air. He did it to make you know that his threats of forcing you to be a couple were real. One day when you and Steve were training he mentioned an idea to you. The trickster frowned and turned away from her. You were disgusted by the thought of having to be around Bucky, let alone touching him intimately whether it was for a mission or not. Wow, thank you! For a distraction. Tony looked back up at Bucky. There is always hope as long as you hold on. I havent edited it for mistakes yet! You? Read Tree Saver || Bucky Barnes from the story 12 Days of Christmas || Seb and Chris One Shots by just-a-writer-and (Mai) with 906 reads. He sighed, resting his head against yours, then in the same hushed voice, he said, "I remember you.". Were people who have wanderlust in our blood. You paused for a moment. Request: JUST SOME BUCKY B FLUFF BEFORE INFINITY WAR. To carry on like they knew he would want them to. That S.H.I.E.L.D. Humming along to the music you wash the used dishes, happily swinging your hips. For those he left behind all struggle to pick up the pieces. Seconds the best, sorry I dont make the rules. This time he groaned, and you could hear him taking a couple steps towards you, so you took a couple steps forward. Wanda pulled out a bar chair you had on the other side of the island and sat down, leaning forward as far as she could. xx Words: 618 Warnings: Mention of nightmares You woke up with a start, breathing heavily. Do you want me to help you? Wanda offered and you know what she meant. Tony didnt even know it existed until three months ago when he blew a hole through one of the walls and revealed the stairwell. You wanted to make sure she was at least good enough for him. Tonys voice came from up the stairwell as he looked down at the growing snowman that looked far more scary in the dimly lit stairwell than it was supposed to look. By all means, dont stop talking on my account. What about you was good enough for a life of true love? What problems did they have, were they suicidal? You didnt speak during breakfast, you only picked at the eggs Clint had made you. Did they have people who loved them, or were they alone? Get out! He grabbed one of the pillows he was using and tossed it in the direction of your voice. Captain America was finished for the day some big-shot tried to rob a bank and then attempted to run away only to be hit in the back with his shield and was going to relax at home with a home-cooked meal when he hesitated upon coming in, hearing you and Bucky arguing. Y/Ns mission so far had never required much interaction with the young nuclear weapons entrepreneur she was tracking. You walked past her, back towards your kitchen, all while scrolling through her notes. Why had that happened? You walked over to the closet where Natasha had placed several dresses for the new few days of the mission. When Steve Rogers made up his mind, he made up his mind. The first thing you always did after a mission, was linger in the rooms Bucky would be in. how about now? and shes easily distracted so they keep getting annoyed and just handing her random objects like lucky charms or something silly? Steve was flipping pancakes what made him crave it at 4am escaped you but since he was wearing his Captain America costume and was covered in dirt, you had a slight idea in the pan, chattering animatedly to Bucky who was sitting in one of the chairs at the table, a glass of water in one hand and the other, the one he pretended sometimes wasnt there, resting across the table in front of him. Out! From then on you were a nervous mess around him, you fell unusually quiet whenever he was in the same room and often because a stumbling mess of words that never made sense. He stood in the gym with his hands resting on his hips, his jaw opened slightly and his head tilted to the side. However the second you laid eyes on him its like your whole world stopped and your outgoing personality came to halt. A smirk grew on his face because he knew that your release of a breath meant he had won. At 3:00pm Sam pranked you which led to a chain reaction of accidently pranking other Avengers in the process. You moved backwards until your legs didnt dangle over the edge and hummed happily as you eagerly wrapped your arms around Buckys neck and smashed your lips against his. Well, Im about to. Steve responded strongly. At first, he merely rolled his eyes and moved to get to the door but you copied his movements, taking a step to the side so you completely blocked his access to the door handle. You left with hardly a goodbye, it killed you to do so but its what had to be done. You didnt want him to see it, you couldnt face him in this state and you didnt want the memory of your death to linger with him forever. You were standing in his and Steves living room, holding his hand, with Steve standing less than five feet away with a stupid grin on his face. He glances over his shoulder. reader was a highly skilled neuropsychologist who worked for what used to be SHIELD. The mess created in the kitchen is transferred to the dining room, bowls and boxes of food were carelessly put out. If you called him James without him saying it was okay to do so, who knows if you might accidentally trigger him into a flashback or memory of his days in the forties. Abort mission, Bucky, abort mission. I said out! He threw another pillow and you giggled before slamming his door shut just in time as the pillow connected with where you previously were. Apparently, he was wrong. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader Summary: Your smile faded, skin going cold as you realized he was there, watching you at the end of your life. Summary: Wherein he accidentally hurts you while he was brainwashed and wallows in what he has done when he sees you writhing in pain. Say that our love ain't water under the bridge. Steve was wrong too. Originally posted by minmiin1d. You felt shy and nervous around him, something you almost never were. You barely spoke; ashamed and embarrassed about the event that took place. The man was as stubborn as a cattle. Shell be busy for at least twenty minutes, are you really complaining? Steve looked at Clint from the side, and Clint opened his mouth to speak before slamming it shut and rolling his eyes. Bucky allowed himself to trail his eyes up and down your legs one time, he swallowed thickly again when he looked back up at your face. You knew by taking Steves hand youd turn your b, Note: the reader here is an Agent that frequently works with the Avengers. Summary: Bucky has always been self conscious about his metal arm and the scars around it, no matter how often you tell him they don't bother you Bucky didn't understand why he felt so self conscious around you. You would not dare! You stepped away from Bucky who was nearly chest to chest with you. A scream pierced through the air you realized it was a possum. 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